the lost year

I can't believe that I will have graduated a whole year ago. It's terrifying. In this past year, I have done nothing, learned nothing, decided nothing and I'm just as lost as ever. I have several job interviews coming up for jobs that I have no real desire to do. My procrastination knows no bounds. I don't know whether I don't act out of fear (of failure? of becoming a "real" adult?) or if I just don't want to deal with it. It's probably a combination of both. I just wish there was a button I could press and have all the things I want out of life. If I only knew what they were...